Monday, 13 February 2006

Mood:  crushed out
oh why, WHYgod, i believed in you and you elt me down. carol An, the former love fo my life, even said she would have dated me if she wasnt with matt.i just had to wait for the trwo to break up(itd take long considerng id accidently seen them outside the dance making out.they didnt see me)but the sick bitch was lying to me. so today, while i was playing heads or tails with jason hemmerich, the kid who "hates me"he said that when i went to safety patrol duty (im not a nerd bitch we get randomly chosen dont even go there)he asked her if she would have REALY dated me. well she'll tell the sad truth to that fat sweaty laRD but she wont shuttle a few decency and tell ME, the kid who friggin asked her out to the dance in the first place.actually the dance was on friday, and i found out today on monday so i had a whole three days to happily be imagini9ng me and carol an being tiogether once she broke up with matt. OH sure,it was easier last year on valentine's day to tell me you didnt like me back, but you couldnt do it today.so at the end of the day im like" oh, and carol an next time i ask you a question, at least have the decency to be a good friend and tell me the truth and not lie."maybe not the best thing to say, but it'll get rid of sumthing inside of me. *sigh*{ now there's two for me to beat up- jason and that other kid that doused my sweatshirt i left on the table.

Posted by satinsoven at 3:39 PM EST

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